JUST FRIENDS. (Bitter truth)

What if all this time I was really the one whom he truly loved? That I kept blinding myself that he doesn't love me like the way I do. That I just can't accept the fact that someone would love me, or at least that one person I've loved all along. That I just can't risk the chance of losing a best friend, because I know he's the BEST I've ever had? And I'm afraid that one day I'll end up hurting, and he can't comfort me because he is hurting, too...when compared to before when we would make each other feel light and alright but now we're the reason we are hurt. And maybe I'm afraid that we can't tell each other's secrets anymore because it would involve gaps between us.


Or maybe, just maybe, I was just being paranoid about things... that in reality, HE COULD REALLY NEVER LOVE ME BACK .... just friends.

*You and I*

YOU && i

through tough times...

through sweet moments...

it will always be you and I.

I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,

And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.

I’m glad I’ve finally overcome my fear of the other side,

Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.

I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,

You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened and unlocked, the door.

I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,

You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.

And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,

To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,

I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.

With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,

You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.

With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,

I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,

And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.

So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do,

If ever I come across a guy, I will never look for another, JUST YOU. 

Crying.

I thought crying all day would make the pain stop when you left me. But I realized it hurt more, knowing that you are not here anymore to wipe my tears whenever I hurt, to cuddle with me when I'm lonely, to soften my angry heart, to love me and be with me when I'm alone. 

If you keep on telling yourself to forget that one person whom you truly loved and thought you could never live without, you're just making it harder. You'll just miss him more than you are now. Why not give yourself a little time to clear your mind and rationalize things. Keep the happy memories and let the happiness feel alive again.Look back on the sad memories and serve as a lesson, for they make you a stronger person you are now. See, next time you'll know what you do. :)