A Tagalog Poem 2.

Ika'y aking PABORITO

-2net

Ang mga kislap sa iyong mata,

Hindi mapaliwanag ang nadarama.

Sa tuwing ika'y titingin sakin,

Kinikilig aking damdamin.

Ang matamis na kurba sa iyong labi,

Panaginip kita sa bawat gabi.

Ang ngiti mong nakakatunaw,

'Di ko mapigilang ika'y matanaw.

Ang salitang bawat bigkas ng iyong bibig,

Matutunaw na ako, kailangan ko ng tubig!

Bawat kibo namumutawi sa aking isipan,

Ang pag-ibig na ito'y wala nang hangganan.

Ang kumbas ng iyong bawat galaw,

Susunod ang lamig ng hangin, ang ginaw.

Sana habang naglalakad tayo'y magka-akbay,

Magkasama ng panghabang-buhay.

Sa lahat ng tao sa mundo,

Sa aking puso na iyong binuo,

Sa ipinagsigawan mo sa lahat ng tao,

masasabi ko, "Mi amor favorito."

REMNANTS.

REMNANTS

when death makes it move...

I will never see your sweet little face,
or hold you tight in my embrace.

I won't be able to hold you tight,
or keep you safe throughout the night.

I'll never get to wipe your tears,
listen to your dreams or comfort your fears.

We won't get to share any laughs,
have home videos or cute photographs.

My eyes fill up with tears,
knowing you won't be here through the years.

My life will go on and I'll be fine,
for when i get to heaven you'll once again be mine.

Your spirit and soul remains in my heart,
but why did God have to tear us apart?

I WANT TO...

I WANT TO.

I wanna come and make things better
i wanna come just for you
i wanna come see you because i miss you
i wanna come to you just to stop the tears
i wanna come to you just to make you happy

i wanna come to you just to give you a hug
i wanna come to you just to stand by your side
i wanna come to you because i care
i care for you and I LOVE YOU.

A Tagalog Poem

‘WAG KANG TANGA …

-2NET

'Wag kang mag-alala, kaibigan. 

Hindi lang ikaw ang nagpapaka-"TANGA" sa salitang kung tawagin ay..

PAG-IBIG.

Lagi kang umiiyak,

ang dahilan, pusong wasak.

tama na yan, itigil na,

kalimutan mo nalang siya.

Buti nalang nandiyan yung isa,

Pinapawi iyong pagluha.

Pero paano pag umalis din siya?

Makakayanan mo pa ba?

Eh bakit mukha ka paring masaya?

Hindi lang nila nahahalata.

Sa likod ng bawat ngiti, ika'y lumuluha.

Hindi mo siya masisisi, ikaw kasi tanga.

Sa dami ng iyong pagdurusa,

Pilit ka paring umaasa.

Hindi ka pa ba titigil?

Parang awa na, tigil!

If we ever meet again.

If we ever meet A-G-A-I-N...

I saw you on the street today,

I remembered how I loved you yesterday.

I felt a little weird a while ago,

I knew it's not permanent, you would still go.

I have buried long ago those feelings for you,

But when I saw you, I haven't moved on, I knew.

I told myself not to gaze at you anymore,

But I can't, I want to more and more.

Those dreaded feelings locked up inside me,

Whenever I remember you, I can't set free.

I'm hurting in every possible part of myself,

I've hoped when you said you love me yourself.

Things have already been mixed up,

But it's not yet too late to fix them up.

I know I blew my chance with you,

But if we ever meet again, I would tell you ..

I LOVE YOU..

[ && only you. ]

[ never had it been anyone else except you.. ]

[ You... YOU... Y-O-U.. ]

DORM.

The so-called DORMITORY.
More like a PRISON. TORTURING SITE. MURDER SITE. GERMAN NAZI BASE. HELL.
URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
All I feel now is ANGER. But wait, let me clear it first. I don't hate the DORMITORY alone, I hate the policies and nonsense rules more, and what I hate the most is THE INTERNS HERE. Darn you fools.They act so cool, mature and all ANGELIC. But deep inside when no one's watching, THEY'RE EVEN WORSE THAN DEMONS IN HELL. GAAAAH.
I can kill people in seconds because of this paroxysm. I'm still humane, don't worry. I'll slice your neck using PLASTIC bread knives, then hang you in a 500-ft. building using nylon, or I'll just feed you to SUPER DUPER MEGA OVER hungry SCORPIONS with poison (HAH! Imagine their stingy bites, biting you millimeter by millimeter, and killing you S-O-F-T-L-Y), or maybe I can just make you drink a million-pint of Dimethyl sulfate [Chemical formula: (CH3O)2SO2]. TALK ABOUT CANNIBALISTIC DEATH? HEH. 

RULES. RULES. RULES.

Who would want to live here, like a HUMAN?
OFFENSES HERE, OFFENSES THERE. PENALTY HERE, PENALTY EVERYWHERE!!! 
(It's like the basis of living here is MONEY. MONEY. MONEY.) 


Let me SHOW you an overview HOW "WONDERFUL" life is here...

• NOISE MAKER OFFENSE-Php 50.00

--Just by merely saying a word, oh, wait, did I say "SAYING A WORD"? Let me change it, JUST BY MERELY WHISPERING SOMETHING, a whisper so soft even your nose can't hear, penalty is given to you.

• FACEBOOK-ing OFFENSE DURING STUDY PERIOD-Php 50.00

--You just accidentally opened an FB page and BAM! Gimme the money. >.<
Even if you would reason out that you would just give information about your classmates and stuff, they won't even consider. Even telling them that you're talking to your beloved family member won't do. What if you don't know the topic you've discussed in class last meeting and you badly want to ask your classmates about it? EISH.

• GARBAGE OFFENSE-Php 125.00

--They say "MAY PERA SA BASURA", (in English, THERE IS MONEY IN GARBAGE.) but why the hell do we run out of money because of this RUBBISH garbage? Why do we make so much effort to pay this and that and those? When we can't find time to throw for our scheduled date, can't they consider us throwing the garbage for the next day? BE HUMANE. *breathe in. breathe out*

• LIGHTS ON/OFF OFFENSE-Php 50.00

--Who would want to study in a room so dim you can't even read a sentence in your book, or exaggeratedly speaking, A WORD? Starting from 10PM, all room lights should be turned off or else you will be scolded and payment would be collected from you. There are lights on the study table, but DUH, it can't even light up the whole divided table, I won't complain if it's 200WATTS or something, but IT ISN'T! 

• TEXTING/USING CELLPHONE DURING STUDY PERIOD-Php 50.00

--Yea, I admit, TEXTING isn't a good idea during study period, and I don't do that. But USING CELLPHONE, define USING? From the dictionary, "consume, utilize, work with", but for the dormitory, they have their own definition, "EVEN-LOOKING-AT-THE-TIME-ON-YOUR-PHONE-IS-CONSIDERED-USING, JUST-A-GLANCE-ON-YOUR-PHONE-THEN-YOU-TOUCHED-IT-IS-AN-OFFENSE". 

• CURFEW, LATE/ABSENT DURING STUDY PERIOD, AWOL-Php 50.00 EACH

--There are just things inevitable. You can't always stick around following these rules. There are just some times that you REALLY need to attend late or be absent, with your MOST VALID REASON. 

P.S.
--I'm sorry BLOGSPOT/BLOGGER if I burst out my emotions of IRE, WRATH and RAGE here. >.<



TANTRUMS? Tell me about it. I can be the bitchest bitch in town. URGH! >.<
and not to mention, me being pestilent, violent unrelenting,pernicious, deleterious. 

Before I confessed ...

A Story UNTOLD

ssshhh. keep it a secret. *wink*

I always find something special in the things you do,

I’ve always observed every detail about you.

From the way your lips curve when you smile,

To the way you crinkle your nose once in a while.

Your eyes that hide nothing,

Your words that make sure of everything.

Your heart that feels sincerity,

In return I give you guarantee.

I wanted you to look at me like the way I do,

Because everything I feel towards you is true.

I wanted you to notice little things about me,

But in my fear of telling you I can’t set free.

I choke up everytime I try to confess,

Because I thought you would care for me less.

Not so sure where’ll this lead after this revelation,

But I’ll be ready for anything …even rejection.

I secretly loved you even before,

And everyday I think of you more and more.

I knew it’s wrong I felt this towards you,

And I don’t even know why I do.

I can’t gather the courage to surpass this,

Everything you do seems like a heavenly bliss.

I chose not to tell you immediately,

Because I was afraid you just feel pity.

I kept pretending by just being a friend,

Because I settled in something that won’t easily end.

Now I don’t know what to do anymore,

But I’m sure I love you forevermore.

Will just this be kept concealed?

The tiniest strength I can’t build.

And this LOVE will be kept untold,

So every night I’ll feel the cold.

Regret everything that was left unsaid,

And just keep hanging on a thread.

BUT I WON’T LET THAT HAPPEN.

I’LL SAY IT ANYWAY,

I LOVE YOU!

 AND I DON’T MIND IF YOU DON’T FEEL THE SAME.

AS LONG AS I SAID IT, AND I HAVE SET FREE.

AND AS LONG AS I LET YOU KNOW, BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO HAVE

HIDDEN AND UNTOLD STORIES.

L<3VE. L<3VE. L<3VE. 

Following IS never a bad thing. *wink*

Types of I LOVE YOU's

"I LOVE YOU" is a very common WORD nowadays, but still, some can't be able to prove it. 

NOTE: It's a MANIFESTATION that you LOVE someone, (like TRULY. MADLY. DEEPLY.) It's not an EXPRESSION that you just say it when you think you want to say it.

1. The "FIRST" ILY. :">

This is usually the BEST and maybe the SWEETEST ILY you'll ever hear. This is heard when a guy/girl confesses his/her love to someone. Isn't it the BEST thing a person could hear, specially at times when they least expect it? When you digest all pessimism and be desperate knowing if the one you love also loves you, and you suddenly heard this FIRST ILY, you'll just go around with your head spinning and waiting to faint. 

2. The "Hey-I-need-something-from-you" ILY. >:)

Need something? Then just say this. Example, "Honey, I have work tonight. Wait for me, let's have dinner. I love you." Just don't say it when you don't REALLY mean it. Like, it sucks to make a person feel loved when in reality you just need something from them. USER!

Stop it and just make yourself a LITTLE BIT beneficial. >.<

3. The "I-messed-up-I-need-to-do-good" ILY. :O

This is kinda sarcastic. You say I LOVE YOU to put up an act that you "DEARLY" love him/her and you can't do anything that would hurt that person, when in fact you already did something and you say ILY just to cover that iniquity.

4. The "I-will-do-good-next-time-I-promise" ILY. :I

This type of ILY really isn't destined to come true. It's just a fictitious saying, don't even give a hint that you believe it, or else he/she will do it over and over again. So, if you don't want to expect for nothing, just tell him/her to stop the show and just do whatever he/she can NOW. NO PROCRASTINATION.  

5. The LAST ILY. :'(

The most tragic and most dreadful words you'll ever hear. If the FIRST one is the sweetest, then this one's the most electrifying. It can kill you in seconds. Usually said with the word "GOODBYE". (Urgh to whoever made that word. D:< )
The thing about this, it sucks when you think that the person you expected to love you 'till the end didn't really stay. The person who told you these words, like, everyday didn't hold on to that promise. It's disappointing and agitating to realize that these words that he/she said are just ...FANTASY, or just a part of our memory, a memory we would want to forget. But hey, just look at it like it's a blessing in disguise, DESTINY has stopped you from further hurting. You can't go crazy all over again, the same person, the same reason. You've just been brought back to your SANITY, your normal thinking capacity. CONGRATULATIONS.

6. The "FRIENDLY" ILY. ^.^
This ILY usually hurts specially when we hear from our FRIEND, when actually deep inside you secretly love him/her. People usually don't want to confess what they really feel because they are afraid that they might lose the friendship they have, that they prefer the STATUS or relationship where they can last longer. They don't want to be cared about less, they don't want to lose closeness and avoid awkwardness. But ..what if the other person also loves you, secretly? Now that's the problem. The world can't always give us what we want.


and ....

7. The "REAL AND SINCEREST" I LOVE YOU. <3

This one's the best yet. Nothing can ever compare to this when said to the one you really love. Not just infatuation, but TRUE LOVE. You'll feel butterflies on your stomach, and you'll feel dinosaurs running in your head like crazy. It's the ILY you've been wanting to hear all your life, from the person you've been wanting to be with for the rest of your existence. <3

--DISTANCE MEANS SO LITTLE WHEN SOMEONE MEANS SO MUCH. ~^.^

--tonette.

This 7th post's for you. :3

Title:

A 1-minute poem to tell you everything…

 --antoinette.

Let me start by saying HI,

And mind you, I will never say BYE.

You mean everything like the vast sky,

Without you I feel like I’ll die.

 

I was happy everytime we talked,

I realized then that everything about you I stalked.

What I felt for you I cloaked,

I try to tell you but I seem to choke.

I’ve thought of ways on how to forget you,

Because for me a long distance thing is not new.

I don’t even know why I fell for you,

I feel like what I feel for you is all brand new.

I was holding back because of my fear,

Fear of being rejected and think you’ll disappear.

Even though you’re very far, it’s like you’re very near,

I’m in love with you, it’s decided and clear.

I’ve imagined us being together,

Holding hands even on a stormy weather.

When I’m sick you’ll make me feel better,

And introduce us to the world as lovers.

Now I have nothing to hide to the world,

Not worrying of any feelings untold.

And in every night I won’t feel cold,

Because the warmth of your heart covers with a blanket made of gold.

MY DREAM CONVERSATIONS. (Part 2)

Who knows if these are gonna happen AT SCHOOL. ..?

PERFECT WORLD. xD

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Me: I can’t get this problem in Physics.

Professor: Then let’s just discuss about MATTER. Okay, that’ll be your quiz.

~

Me: What a score! 2/300!

Professor: Don’t worry. I’ll make that 280. (wink)

~

Me: I can’t memorize the Periodic Table of Elements. (sob)

Professor: Then get a copy of it for the quiz. Just try your best for your classmates not to see.

~

Me: Sir, my classmates are bullying me. (smirk) (fact: I'm the one bullying.)

Professor: TELL THEM TO COME AT MY OFFICE AND I'LL GIVE THEM EXPULSION!

~

Me: I've been absent for a month now. What have I missed, ma'am?

Professor: You've missed 10 quizzes, 20 seatworks, 5 groupworks and tons of assignments.

Me: Oh. Then that means I will fail? (cry)

Professor: Have you heard about "LOVE BOOK"? Give me one I'll make you top 1.

~

Me: Let's go home already. I'm sleepy. (Still 3:00, dismissal at 5PM)

Professor: Come on! I'm hungry, too!

~

Me: I'm hungry. Give me food.

Seatmate: Professor will get angry if he sees us!

Professor: I have food here! Who wants some? Dig in!

~

Me: (came late for class) (walks in)

Professor: Why just now? It's already 7:29, classes end at 7:30!

Me: It's because I can't walk properly. (when actually he just woke up VERY late)

Professor: Oh. Poor you. Do you want me to carry you home?

~

Me: My grades are very low. (sigh)

Professor: Who wants additional 5 points direct to the grade? Just raise your hand!

*NO ONE RAISED HANDS except ME*

Me: (kinda embarrassed)

Professor: Ok. YOU! Plus 10 direct to the grade on the card!

P.S.

--I just wish MY INSTRUCTORS will read this. HAHA! :D

--tonette. (CLICK ME)

MY DREAM CONVERSATIONS.

Be careful what you wish for 'coz you just might get it. ... :)

Me: Ma/Pa, I need 10k cash. School project.

Mama/Papa: Okay. Withdraw it later.

~

Me: Ma/Pa, I want a new car, please buy me one. The pink one, latest model.

Mama/Papa: Don’t you want to wait for the next model?

Me: Can’t you just buy me another one when it comes out?

Mama/Papa: Oh. Okay.

~

Me: Ma/Pa, I want signed books by J.K. Rowling, the Harry Potter limited edition collector’s item. With a personal dedication from Rowling.

Mama/Papa: Let me call Rowling later. Would you mind written in British?

Me: Not at all.

~

Me: Ma/Pa, I want to go to a European cruise.

Mama/Papa: Okay. Bring whoever you want to go with.

~

Me: Oh. I’m drooling over that Manilyn Monroe-inspired vintage yet sexy dress.

Mama/Papa: How much would that be?

Me: Are you serious you don’t know? It’s like, 20 million dollars!

Mama/Papa: You want it? We’ll buy it if you want to.

Me: (faints)

~

Me: Ma/Pa, let’s go to Japan, let’s eat ramen and sushi.

Mama/Papa: Okay. I’ll just call the pilot and tell him to prepare the private jet.

~

Me: I pity those kids in Africa, they don’t have a proper home. And even daily food to eat. (sigh)

Mama/Papa: Wait and I’ll tell the President to let us go there and buy a land for them to build their houses. Oh, and can you tell your Ninong engineer to deploy workers there and start working for their houses already.

~

Me: There’s a new gadget on that store!

Mama/Papa: Go! Buy it before anyone else does.

~

Me: There’ll be a new gadget that will be released Ma/Pa.

Mama/Papa: Wait, I’ll call the CEO and tell him to give us the first product.

Me: But that would still be on the 7^th month.         

Mama/Papa: Then I’ll tell him to give us now.

~

Me: Oh good gawd, the Queen’s castle is bigger than our house now.

Mama/Papa: Don’t worry, honey. The next thing you know, ours will be bigger, even twice.

~

Me: That boy broke my heart. I don’t want to love again. (cry)

Mama/Papa: Cheer up, sweetie. Tomorrow let’s have a lunch date with the Prince. You’ll be changing your mind about love when you meet him. <3

~

Me: Oh, I have a mosquito bite. What do I do? (panic)

Mama/Papa: Go to the doctor immediately. Then go to the dermatologist. NOW!

~

Me: Ma/Pa, I should practice a sport.

Mama/Papa: Okay. We will contact the City Governor to open the athletic bowl for you.

P.S.

-These are just products from my imagination. Not true. AT ALL.

P.P.S.

--FATE, if ever you're gonna spin, you can just make some of these come true. HAHA!

the WOMAN behind this. *wink* CLICK ME!