JUST FRIENDS. (Bitter truth)

What if all this time I was really the one whom he truly loved? That I kept blinding myself that he doesn't love me like the way I do. That I just can't accept the fact that someone would love me, or at least that one person I've loved all along. That I just can't risk the chance of losing a best friend, because I know he's the BEST I've ever had? And I'm afraid that one day I'll end up hurting, and he can't comfort me because he is hurting, too...when compared to before when we would make each other feel light and alright but now we're the reason we are hurt. And maybe I'm afraid that we can't tell each other's secrets anymore because it would involve gaps between us.


Or maybe, just maybe, I was just being paranoid about things... that in reality, HE COULD REALLY NEVER LOVE ME BACK .... just friends.