THE FLASHback...

YOU SAID YOU'D WAIT FOR ME... I SAID SURE.

Now I’ll promise you. I’LL WAIT FOR YOU. Please say SURE.

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Staring at his hazel eyes, smelling his scent, listening to his sweet words, and even talking to each other are seemingly impossible. Even a chat on the networking site couldn’t do. He’s dead now. His bones buried beneath the soils of the earth that has lived millions of years ago, and existed even before all known creature. And now, all I can do is just evoke all the feelings that have stayed in my heart while longing for his return, even though all I hope for is the impossible.

THE FLASHBACK:

Years ago, I still remember those moments when we were together. A splash of water from the breathing loams of the earth, a pint of mud waiting to be caressed and smear on our soft and innocent faces, sparkle of the leaves that have dried while waiting for us to end the fun we were having, and the rustle of the wind that made us chilly and felt a little tipsy whenever it passed by us. You would hold me tight in your embrace, and kiss me on the forehead and assure me we will face the world, TOGETHER. You would cuddle with me on the swing on our porch, and you will whisper into my ear words that keep ringing on my head even when I go to sleep. You buy me a pint of ice cream when I feel depressed, and accompany me watch horror movies, that soothes all the depression I feel.

Those were just part of the packet of our brain memory.

Every little detail was noticed and every little action you do, I study them and make sure to myself that I get what you’re thinking every time you do a move.

THE FUTURE:

Impossible things really become possible sometimes. All we’ve got to do is put on the best effort we have and the best thing we could do, all energy fired up and all adrenaline emptied. It’s like the angels from above sent me someone to fill the gaps of loneliness I feel whenever I think about you. I promise I will love him whatever happens, and he’ll only have my heart. I will love him like I loved you, and I will promise to take care of him forever, our SON. <3